Why should I care? It doesn't even matter.
The feelings' been never right. I know from the very beginning that we are never of the same type; everything we know andshare, are nothing but coincidence.They tell me to not 缩, and I didn't. But what's the point? The feelings fade as soon as I got the chance to know her better. Because I know all those initial feelings are nothing but an illusion, and the reality is: we're NOT meant to be together. The differences are just too great, the feelings just too strange.
Reality sucks.
I liked A, but what now? I don't know, because I like B now...or rather, liked. Because today I realized too...the "real" her is not the she I truly craved for.
There's a C...but so what? She's closest to me, but also the farthest. We don't even like the same food!
Today, walking alone home, I feel relaxed. Because today I realized, the "true she" has never appeared yet. The one who I'll be both excited and relaxed when is being with. The one whose beauty will never fade or decline in my eyes.
Being alone by myself...sad? I don't know. Lonely? Sure. Frustrated because no cannon to fire? Haha, yeah, a bit. But shall I waste my time with someone who's not the "true" she, just to satisfy my "needs"? Nah. I'll wait for that she. I don't want to do things I'll regret.
Maybe, things will become better. Life never cease to amaze me. Maybe one day,the "fake" her will reveal to be the true one. Maybe tomorrow I'll encounter the true she. Maybe I'll never papapa again until 2012... You ONLY love yourself, then that is OK. 海外党来刷S1 群众表示压力很大.... LZ注意下时态…… We use "ball-shrinking" to describe 缩 in the discussion group.
IMO just don't waste time trying to get a partner. You don't deserve it. Or you are just not prepared. 引用第3楼ホ口于2010-11-26 19:10发表的:
海外党来刷S1 群众表示压力很大.... images/back.gif
Hey what else do you expect us to do during shitty boring lectures?
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No "ball shrink" but "egg shrink"plz notice the shareholder of NSW library, tutor of UTS's namewhich is "saint·good man· nice guy· egg shrinker" 引用第6楼bluenoa于2010-11-26 19:38发表的:
Hey what else do you expect us to do during shitty boring lectures? images/back.gif
wank myself off Fire or fuck，one choose ……能说中国话不？
会鸟语的帮我问问丫怎么回事，不写中文会死还是怎么着，还“not缩” 麻痹，老子进错地方了 明天这帖子还是英文就飞火星 看到那个缩字就大概猜到发生什么了 楼主你的感情废话贴已经快变成马区大姨妈了. 回帖里面的英文才好玩呢 当然最可恨是一直不把妹妹拉来S1 引用第18楼fei于2010-11-26 21:37发表的:
当然最可恨是一直不把妹妹拉来S1 images/back.gif
什么啊，她一直有用我这账号上S1的，录音为证（当时你说不证明她在S1的话就丢我进小黑屋的） 这段音频不是放到任何一个论坛都成立么…… LZ明明是 egg pain不是 egg shrink 楼主的傻逼英文让我看得无比的蛋疼
然后
跟着feel走的，根本没资格找真爱。活该你单着，有多远滚多远吧。
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